I’ve been lying to my mom and I hate it, anytime I hear her voice there’s a pang in my chest, a feeling of guilt. I hate that I’ve to do that to her but it’s better than the truth. I don’t want to keep lying to her and still don’t want to tell her the truth. She’s struggling to raise me yet I chose to be the bad and ungrateful child. The only way I deal with this is by writing her a letter telling her everything I’ve done to her that’s so bad which she has no idea of.
I love my Mum but I hope she forgives me of everything I’m doing so badly. I pray God forgives me too. I’m stuck here pls. My mum has so much trust in me, I don’t want to fail her.