I’m depressed and I feel I should end it all now. I have been having this feeling for the past one year but it’s stronger now than before.
I am married with two kids. However, it has been struggle surviving. No help from anyone, no job even the few jobs i have been able to secure in the past, i ended up getting used with a token given to as pay. The token could barely cover for my daily transportation to work. I’m never lazy, i love to work but to eat or pay school fees for my kids as been hell for me… I am swimming in debts, creditors are not taking it easy on me. The day I’m privileged to eat twice daily, i would celebrate like I’m in heaven.
I’m a master’s degree holder for God’s sake but i can’t continue like this… Friends and family have deserted me. I feel I should end it cos this life seems not to worth living anymore.
I feel so humiliated in life, things people do with ease, are what I do with hard labour and I would get little or nothing.
Anonymous
Hi what more can I say God is your strength just keep believing and keep the work going it will end in joy.
Anonymous
It is not really easy,I didn’t see you mentioned about your wife,I don’t if it is cool for her to at least get something doing to help out and I don’t really know the certificate you have,there are more to self employment than working for others,with God by your side,you can think outside the box.