I am so full of life yet I get sad about little things sometimes. My life is great but sometimes I don’t feel like it is. There is an issue I really wonna deal with…that’ll be my drug abuse. I abuse a variety of drugs. I am mostly on marijuana(it’s not the main problem. It contributes a whole lot though) and sometimes I smoke crack(this’s the real problem). The thing about this drug(crack) is that the effect is felt when one holds they breath after smoking it to feel a certain typa outta the moon feel. It’s orgasmic and highly addictive plus the insomnia after paranoia you feel. It takes a toll too on nervous system and that explain the cramps one feels after smoking it. To top it all. It is very expensive and can drain one life savings. It literally caused me my peace as I am currently in debt for taking too much loans to finance the already destructive lifestyle that doesn’t make me exactly think of any other thing aside how to get some more money so that I’ll buy me some more. This ‘some more’ is to no end except money is finished and one can’t access funds. If not, is I’ll get me some more. I really want to lead a drug(crack) free life and be a better person for myself because I know I can be more. I am certain my life is great but then I want to be able to control my life and not let the drugs lead. My life is great and beautiful
Anonymous
Hi.i can already imagine the feelings when you take those drugs the good and yet the bad.i always tell people that you can get out of habbits by fighting bit gradually for instance if you take five packs of cigarettes a day you can reduce it to four and keep the next time you reduce to maybe three and half and it goes on and on till you overcome and sure you will.