I believe life isn’t for everyone, which is why I’

I believe life isn’t for everyone, which is why I’ve decided to end mine.
This life isn’t for me , I was born by mistake without purpose. My family abandoned me shortly after I lost my dad.
I was never loved by my Mom, or rather, I wasn’t her favorite daughter. She doesn’t hesitate to humiliate me and lay curses on me, even as a child, I didn’t know what was right or wrong, she beat me up like a thief, humiliate me in front of everyone, call me names and lay curses on me. I haven’t been doing well in school, I don’t have any handwork, even tho I tried to fight my way to learning something, my so called mother refused… I am the second daughter as I was told but I doubt if that woman was ever my mother. Each time I cry out about been hated, she’ll have a way to convince everyone that I’m been pocessed by evil spirits. She always accuses me of stealing anything that gets missing. I ran away from home, and of course like I said, after my Dad, I didn’t have the care of family again. I have been suffering and begging people for money to eat food. Everything is working against me, no support from anyone, no job or business, no food. I preferred begging to prostitution but I’m choked, I can’t bear the unfair treatment this wicked life has
been giving me. This kind of life I’m living, isn’t worth living at all. I just need to be gone for ever.