I’ve been lying to my mom and I hate it, anytime I hear her voice there’s a pang in my chest, a feeling of guilt. I hate that I’ve to do that to her but it’s better than the truth. I don’t want to keep lying to her and still don’t want to tell her the truth. She’s struggling to raise me yet I chose to be the bad and ungrateful child. The only way I deal with this is by writing her a letter telling her everything I’ve done to her that’s so bad which she has no idea of.
I love my Mum but I hope she forgives me of everything I’m doing so badly. I pray God forgives me too. I’m stuck here pls. My mum has so much trust in me, I don’t want to fail her.
Truthshare
It sounds like you’re in a difficult situation, and you’re feeling a lot of remorse. It can be a good idea to write a letter to apologise and share your feelings. Think about setting aside some quiet time to openly discuss your difficulties with her.
Open communication is the first step towards restoring trust, and getting help from friends, family, or a counsellor can also be helpful. Never forget that it’s never too late to work towards improving your relationship and make amends.
Tomi
What if I don’t want to show her the letters and I just want to keep them to myself. I don’t think she’ll like me again after reading what I’ve done.
Truthshare
You can try to change your ways. Do the right things going forward; you necessarily do not need show her the letter. Just be a better person and a better child to your mother.