I’m absolutely tired and completely drained emotio

I’m absolutely tired and completely drained emotionally and mentally. I broke up with my boyfriend of almost two years, early this year, because we were too far apart and because I found someone who then, had exact qualities as he does, and that is near. My ex boyfriend was everything to me. He loved me passionately and I did love him too. He reached out every single day, to make sure I’m fine and okay, encouraged me in my school works and always had a good idea, anytime I’m in doubt. Our relationship was so smooth that I often wondered what hardship people talked of in relationships. But, we only got to see once or twice in a whole year. So, I decided to let go and start a new relationship with my current boyfriend. He was all sweet and caring at the beginning. We saw each other at least 3 times a week, and I was quite happy, until school lecturers went on strike in March. At first, I would call every single day, check on him, and discuss stuffs, but as time went on, I realized he never reciprocated the actions. Two or three days would go by if I didn’t call. At a time, we didn’t communicate for over a week. He would blame it on being busy, with what he never told me. He never replies chats on time, and when he does, he goes offline almost immediately. It’s 8 months being apart now,and he has not for once, proposed plans for us to meet, things have grown really worse and each time I communicate my grievances, he apologizes, starts to care for a few days, before falling back again. I stopped calling, and it’s over a month now, since I last held a telephone call with my boyfriend! I really want to let go, but I don’t know how, as I won’t like to do this over the phone, neither do I want to propose plans for us to meet. it hurts the most, when I remember my ex, and how I had taken for granted, the love he showered me. Please help!