I was in a happy relationship, leaving happily , a

I was in a happy relationship, leaving happily , although there’s misunderstanding, fight and quarrels but we make up, my boyfriend have insecurities, although I never liked it but I love him so much but as time goes on we started realizing we can’t be together because we have the same characters, we are very stubborn, we have anger issues worst of it all we pride to the extent we find it difficult to say sorry to each other but I have to kill mine (pride) because I love him so much, I do the apologizing Everytime there’s problem and he took it as his right to the extent I have no say in the relationship anymore, he stops me from everything that gives me Joy (outing, making of videos, putting of beads and dancing) saying that he doesn’t like them I have to stop because I love him but it was becoming too much that I stood my ground and confronted him one day and it became a problem that none of us apologize to each other I became sick because of the heartbreak I was taken to the hospital for treatment because my parents doesn’t know what is wrong with me and it was becoming worse, I waited for his call but not to avail so as soon as I was discharged I went to his working place to look for him it’s my greatest surprise has changed living his life acting like he doesn’t care, I tried talking to him but his attitude was showing me that he doesn’t want me by his side, so I have to leave and I got high that night and became so down again that they have to put drip on me, so in the morning while still on the trip he called and told me it was over I was mad so I started pleading, I pleaded and pleaded I sent so many people to help me beg him but his mind was made up I started leaving with pains and agony in my heart depression became my best friend still yet all this while I was still pleading, no way I pleaded for 8months no way. I encourage myself and decided to move on by then I have started taking pills but did u know what the pills did to me, it made me I didn’t see my menstruation for four good month. One day I met a friend who is so nice but claim to love me, this guy was there for me he calls me to check up on me he look after me, he make sure I’m okay he make sure I stop taking the pills and he was always wishing he was to my guy he was always wishing him met me before the guy he was always wishing I was his girlfriend he was always wishing I methim first