I thought of killing my self today, or die in my sleep
I don’t know what i have
I think i have Personality Disorder or Bipolar Disorder
I’m sacred
I’ve been depressed for 4yrs now
Thats why i want to be happy everyday to cover this emotions. But yet
I have mood swing, Sleepless night
Sometimes I’m rude, sometimes i dont want to talk to anyone
It all started after i got raped 4yrs ago.
I built a wall around me, i dont want anyone to talk to me or advice me, so i became my worst version, i do whatever i want to do, afterall when i was good , my dignity was stolen from me .so what good can i be.
I dont internationally become rude.because i try my possible best to be happy with people around me. Untill now i discover i cant stay in this world anymore
Anonymous
Hi sorry for the rape,just think for a moment are you winning the fight?.please do not let your past define your future because if you do you have become a victim of circumstance for the second time forget about what happened and move on.